LostI'm supposed to be the bigger person here, But when I hold onto your hand, I just hold onto two fingers Because my hand feels so small in yours You feel so big to me So much more than I can take I can still feel your rough skin on mine So rough despite your attempts Like your words When you'd try to soften the blow, it still remained so harsh And your eyes, so big and beautiful Sometimes full of confusion, sometimes full of what seemed like hate But when you looked at me like you might care, That's when I lost it all I never had a problem controlling Until youLost
I would name this after you...Silent screaming My mind's imploding Exploding I lie in ruins This hold on me It came from nowhere Can't think Can't eat Can't sleep... God forbid I ever sleep again Each moment - a breaking point Content until Silent, crying I am Falling Breaking Crashing I am bleeding And there is nothing I can do What more can I say? What more can I be? I can't change your mind Only you can And how frequently you do It tortures me Sends me into... A silent screaming, fervent weeping, bI would name this after you...
Deprived ParanoiaSleep can’t come, I can’t let it. Awake and dreaming Can’t stop my mind It’s always going Over and over Maybe this isn’t what I think it is Maybe it isn’t working after all Maybe nothing will Am I delusional? Is this not what I’ve made it to be? How can I tell when I can’t stop dreaming? Can’t stop thinking… Obsessing… Is this the exhaustion speaking? Or is my mind finally too tired to continue feeding itself the lies? I can’t tell. It’s so difficult to stay awake, But itDeprived Paranoia
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"Conservatives are not necessarily stupid, but most stupid people are conservatives." ~ John Stuart Mill
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